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Surrender

Do you remember when your mom told you the phrase, “You can’t always get what you want”?

At the time, that kind of response probably felt like nothing but a giant irritation and road block to happiness.

When you get something in your head that you want, it’s pretty hard to let go.

I mean, it’s obvious that you know what’s best for you, right?

🙂

This week I feel like I have been in a wrestling match with the Lord.

And with the Happy Baby, for that matter! 🙂

We have tried different kinds of bottles, we have changed positions and nipples a million times, we have prayed over and sang to and even tickled, but my precious boy just doesn’t seem interested in eating.

Would you believe that I have even gotten frustrated with that little bundle of cuteness?  I want to cry at him, “Do you realize that if you just drink your milk then you can come HOME?!”

But, there’s something bigger going on.

Something I haven’t shared because, to be honest, I thought it was just an unimportant side thing that would improve over time.

It hasn’t.

Aside from the virus and the rapid breathing, the Happy Baby has presented with low tone – also known in the medical world as hypotonia.

I figured that his floppy neck was because he has pretty much been lying in a bed since he was born.

It’s not so simple, however.

Although he has decent strength in his legs, the upper part of his body is weak.  This includes his face, which includes his mouth, which includes his suck (which is why bottle feeding is hard and nursing is pretty much impossible).  This could also be what is causing his rapid breathing – his diaphragm muscles are weak, so they cannot take in and push out sufficient amounts of air.

The GI doctor suspects that his low tone is effecting his digestive system as well.  The muscles in his stomach are weak, so they can’t push out the food very quickly.  This would explain why he doesn’t ever seem hungry.

It is devastating news because the hypotonia is unexplained.  The Happy Baby’s MRI of his brain came back normal – which is great (his brain is healthy), but it means that the hypotonia is probably the symptom of a larger problem.

Like a genetic disease.

You’re probably wondering WHAT?  I thought the genetic test came back negative??

Well… one genetic test did.

Last week the geneticist paid us another visit, explaining that he wanted to run more tests for a few other genetic diseases.

I cannot even tell you the pain that visit caused.  I thought we were out of the woods on that one.  I thought we had been delivered from that disaster.

The knowledge that there still could be a lifelong disability in our sweet baby boy’s future is so hard to work through… especially the second time around.

In the mean time, our Happy Home is suffering the longer the Happy Baby is in the hospital.

Constantly driving back and forth to visit, coordinating schedules, and trying to preserve some sense of normalcy for the Happy Buddy is getting more and more difficult.  Not to mention the constant anxiety I feel when I am not with my baby (I mean, seriously, people.  That kind of adorable should never be left alone!).

We have made a decision.

We are getting the feeding tube.

Tuesday morning the Happy Baby will have his surgery and hopefully, if all goes well, he will be able to come home by the weekend.

I am not going to lie.

I am disappointed.

At the beginning of this whole mess, I truly believed that everything was going to be just fine.  I thought that we’d be able to wrap up this season in a little present and tie the bow off with a complete healing.  I envisioned the nurses wheeling us out to our car on the day of our discharge with our church family lining the halls of the hospital, cheering for the Happy Baby and all that the Lord had done to make our boy 100% well.

As this week brought the geneticist back and the bottle wars did not improve, however, I found myself before the Lord once again, begging for answers.

And He has said, “Surrender.“

No, things are not turning out the way I wanted.

But they are turning out the way God wants.

And, as much as it grieves me to type this, that is okay.

That is good, even.

He clearly knows what is best.  For right now and for the future.

Even though I totally do not understand.

I have to remind myself constantly (and be reminded by friends and family constantly) it is not for me to look beyond the now.  I can work myself into a frenzy (and a horrible case of mastitis) when contemplating all of the what-ifs.

Because at this point we are looking at a lot of doctor appointments, a lot of physical therapy, a lot of hospital bills, a lot of medical equipment and medicines, a lot of wait as we are patient for further testing.

To cope, the Happy Hubby and I have been joking lately about the concept of Baby Steps from the movie What About Bob. 🙂

And a lady in my church is always saying, “Just do the next thing.”

So that is what we are doing, friends.  Doing the next thing.  Which is surgery for a feeding tube.

Then the next thing after that is recovery.

Then the next thing after that is home.

Then the next thing after that is to trust the Lord for all the next things.

Isn’t it interesting that this is the Bible verse the Lord had me memorize back in February while I was still pregnant??  It has been hanging on my bathroom mirror ever since.

I think it will stay there indefinitely.

*We covet your prayers for Tuesday’s surgery.  Check out Happy Home Fairy’s Facebook Page for updates.*

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Julie Brasington is a Preschool Director, wife of a South Florida Worship Pastor and mom of 3 boys. She writes at Happy Home Fairy where you can find easy craft ideas, FREE printables, simple recipes, holiday fun, thoughts on raising kids, and encouragement for moms.

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57 Comments

  1. Mary Seale

    July 2, 2012 at 4:28 am

    Praying for you today! God holds you and your little one so gently and lovingly. I am reminded of a lovely hymn:

    I am not skilled to understand
    What God hath willed, what God hath planned;
    I only know that at His right hand
    Is One Who is my Savior!

    I take Him at His word indeed;
    “Christ died for sinners”—this I read;
    For in my heart I find a need
    Of Him to be my Savior!

    That He should leave His place on high
    And come for sinful man to die,
    You count it strange? So once did I,
    Before I knew my Savior!

    And oh, that He fulfilled may see
    The travail of His soul in me,
    And with His work contented be,
    As I with my dear Savior!

    Yea, living, dying, let me bring
    My strength, my solace from this Spring;
    That He Who lives to be my King
    Once died to be my Savior!

    Hugs from across the miles.
    Mary

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  2. Cheryl B

    July 2, 2012 at 4:41 am

    Will continue praying 😀 great verse – I use that very often as I’m waiting to know what steps He wants me to take each day. Many days, I don’t understand the path He has me on, and I don’t have to & neither do you!! Surrender really is sweet on the other side – initially painful, but sweet because our God loves us and HE knows what’s best for us!! xo

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  3. Jenny Wilson

    July 2, 2012 at 7:11 am

    Oh Julie! I too was waiting expectantly for that sweet picture you painted to come to pass. We’re praying constantly for strength for Jethro, and you and Ryan as well! So glad he will be coming home this week, even with all his extra paraphernalia!

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  4. Julie Schreiter Bogard

    July 2, 2012 at 7:28 am

    what an adorable Happy baby. Also too, during times like these I try to remind myself that the Lord never gives you more than you can handle. Prayers to your Happy family.

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  5. Sandy

    July 2, 2012 at 7:33 am

    Music always helps me when I’m hurting. It just brings you closer to Our Father. I have Pandora Radio set up with my favorite Christian Music. Jaci Velasquez is one, hope this helps. http://youtu.be/fx10drNM3gc
    In my prayers for complete healing in His time.

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  6. Jennifer Flanders

    July 2, 2012 at 7:48 am

    So sorry for your disappointment, Julie, and continuing to pray for you all. “The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD, and He delights in his way. Though he fall, he will not be cast down, for the LORD upholds him with His hand.”

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  7. Angie

    July 2, 2012 at 8:02 am

    I wish I could explain how your life story affects so many of us…tears, smiles, frustration, acceptance and hope. My heart is with you.

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  8. Karen Cochrane

    July 2, 2012 at 8:31 am

    I agree with Angie wholeheartedly… you are an encouragement to all of us. I’ll be praying for your sweet family and for your little Jethro on Tuesday as he goes through surgery. Thank you for your faithfulness and your testimony to trust God even in the hard times.

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  9. Katie Nicholson

    July 2, 2012 at 8:44 am

    Oh Julie, I have tears for you all once again. My heart just aches for how difficult this must be. Thank you so very very much for keeping us all updated–your story has touched and inspired me so very much. I love you sweet friend. We are praying. We are sending you and Ryan great big hugs and we are cheering on that precious little boy so he can COME HOME where he belongs. Xoxoxo

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  10. gg boek

    July 2, 2012 at 9:03 am

    Covering your happy family in prayer on this side of the world. Sending you love and prayers from Japan.

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  11. Tina

    July 2, 2012 at 9:26 am

    Love and prayers coming your way!

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  12. Natalie K.

    July 2, 2012 at 9:41 am

    Prayers and hugs during such a difficult time.

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  13. Glenda

    July 2, 2012 at 10:05 am

    Oh, Julie, how brave you are to lay your heart open and share this with us. Of course, you will have prayers tomorrow and we will continue to pray for your family. You have a sweet little boy; his eyes are so beautiful. We have had situations in our live where we have had to “surrender” and are facing another one right now. The only thing we can really “give” the Lord is our will. When we surrender that He opens ways that we would never have imagined. Our love and prayers to each of you.

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  14. BJ Owens

    July 2, 2012 at 10:06 am

    Julie, that precious child is marked by God for something very special. He has a definite mission that the Lord sent him to do. You are blessed to have him as a son. Our prayers are with you!

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  15. lizlacy

    July 2, 2012 at 10:18 am

    I am sorry that you did not get want you were praying for, but isn’t it great that we have a great big God whom we can turn to and know that he knows what is best for us! Praying for you and love you all so very much.

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  16. grammasheila

    July 2, 2012 at 10:23 am

    Happy Baby looks like a…Happy Baby! There is a time to pray for healing, pray for a miracle…and a time to pray for strength and courage; to Surrender to His will. You get the life you get because HE knows you can live it.

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  17. Laura Lee Groves

    July 2, 2012 at 10:25 am

    Julie, I am praying for Tuesday’s surgery and for every “next day” after that. Such a wise way to look at things — just do the next thing. I’m ever so glad Jethro is coming home, and I know you’ll truly be a Happy Home with him with you. Praying, praying…and rejoicing that he’s coming home!

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  18. Krystal

    July 2, 2012 at 10:27 am

    My baby has had a gtube for 2 years now. One of the hardest choices to make, but I got to bring my baby home after a 5 months hospital stay. The support groups out there (feeding tube awareness specifically on FB) are amazing. I’m praying for Happy Baby and his surgery. The Lord will be with you all.

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  19. Diana

    July 2, 2012 at 10:32 am

    Our second-born also had hypotonia as a result of a genetic syndrome. Don’t worry if you don’t get results – some people do get a diagnosis, but many (like us) are just left with a “unknown genetic syndrome” diagnosis after all the tests come back clean. I thought it would be quick and easy to figure out what was wrong, but it wasn’t. However, it hasn’t mattered because the treatment is the same – therapy and treating the symptoms. Best of luck to you – I can only imagine what you guys are going through.

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  20. Frances

    July 2, 2012 at 10:52 am

    Praying!!

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  21. MARLA

    July 2, 2012 at 11:50 am

    Julie & Ryan,
    How my heart aches for you…thank you for sharing your heartache, fears, pain and struggles with all of us. Your journey speaks to so many others. I know there is so much uncertainty ahead but our great God is much bigger than whatever is ahead. It has passed through His hands first! Our sweet Aiden’s struggles to hold his head up, eat, learn to sit up, crawl, walk and so much more made our family stronger and our faith deeper. Your dreams and plans for Jet have changed…they aren’t sad, they’re just different. It is enough to take one day at a time and thank God for each improvement. For setbacks…to cling tighter to Him. Keep singing! Jet and all of you are in my heart and always in my prayers…Love & hugs, Marla

    Tonight, my soul, be still and sleep;
    The storms are raging on God’s deep–
    God’s deep, not yours; be still and sleep.

    Tonight, my soul, be still and sleep;
    God’s hands will still the Temptor’s sweep–
    God’s hands, not yours; be still and sleep.

    Tonight, my soul, be still and sleep;
    God’s love is strong while night hours creep–
    God’s love, not yours; be still and sleep.

    Tonight, my soul, be still and sleep;
    God’s heaven will comfort those who weep–
    God’s heaven, not yours; be still and sleep.

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  22. creationscience4kids

    July 2, 2012 at 11:53 am

    I’m passing this on to my mom so she can pray with us. Hugs and prayers

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  23. jeni rutherford

    July 2, 2012 at 12:42 pm

    Julia.
    I feel your pain,God does it his way & you have nothing to do with it.Just trust in him…Surrender for your own well being.Praying until our knees feel as much pain as you are feeling….

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  24. Donielle

    July 2, 2012 at 1:17 pm

    Praying, praying, praying! Love you and your smiling Happy Baby. Perfect love casts out fear. Surrender allows us to stop fearing and starting working with what we have. Let us keep running the race set before us, my friend.

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  25. Ashley

    July 2, 2012 at 2:03 pm

    I just want to thank you so much for sharing your heart, your journey, you have no idea what your testimony is doing for me and I am sure many others. As I walk through a trial myself, I am strengthened just seeing God’s faithfulness in your circumstances and your faithfulness to Trust in Him. I totally get your heart when you spoke of how things haven’t gone as planned and tied up in a neat little box. I have realized God is limited when we try to put life in a neat, little box! Stay strong sweet sister in Christ, there is so much beauty in your story and that baby is so precious! God is good and His mercies endure FOREVER! Hugs to you! His healing power will restore and strengthen your family as well and your journey continues. People won’t be able to help but look upon your situation and be drawn towards Christ!

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  26. Angela H.

    July 2, 2012 at 2:46 pm

    Your Happy Baby is just so beautiful, it breaks my heart to read what you are going through. God is always good though. Praying for you & yours.

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  27. 3dLessons4Life

    July 2, 2012 at 3:06 pm

    praying for you and your little one today. May God give you grace for each moment. Hugs

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  28. Pam

    July 2, 2012 at 3:09 pm

    I have been following your blog for awhile and have been praying for you and your precious family. Your faith in our Awesome God encourages me daily and strengthens my faith. You all are being covered in prayer and our God never leaves us. I know that nothing He does is for nothing. It is ALL for your good. Press on, one step at a time. One minute at a time. You can do all things through Christ Jesus. Just lean on Him. One minute at a time.

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  29. Rita Hewitt

    July 2, 2012 at 3:46 pm

    I have stumbled across your blog through Pintrest. Strange how the Lord directs us using the most common things to bring our attention where He will have it. Know that for everyone that leaves a comment for you there are others that will not, yet they will keep your Happy Family in their prayers without you ever knowing it. You don’t need to, because God knows it. “For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.” Matthew 18:20. You have that 2 or 3 multiplied here. He asked you to surrender and you did here for everyone to see and through that surrender He has brought you the power of the prayers of people that you will never know. He has surrounded you with strength through the Spirit. He does not want your heart to break. As His child He only wants the best for you, just as you do for your Happy Baby. He will never leave you and will hold you up just as He has promised. I pray for His will for you and your family, and for His peace to cover you always. May God continue to Bless you throughout this journey, my prayers are with you.

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  30. Marcy

    July 2, 2012 at 3:50 pm

    Julie,I wrote a song back when my mom-in-law was struggling with her cancer and then went to be with Jesus. The chorus says: Where is faith, when the storms of life, make us shake, with a holy fear? is it found in what I want most, or does it say, ‘Thy will be done’?

    It is always most difficult to surrender to the Lord when His will is potentially different than OUR will, but that is where faith and trust come in.

    The bridge of the same song says: We need to remember that You’re in control. You captain the vessel;where you say it goes. We are not forgotten; we’re never alone. The center of trouble is where we can know You sing over us.

    He is surely with you and His precious baby boy, my friend. XXOO

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  31. Shelly H.

    July 2, 2012 at 3:59 pm

    Praying, praying, praying. God has a plan for the Happy Baby and God’s plan is always perfect, but it’s hard to just rest & trust in His plan when it is so different from what we expected. I know, because I’ve been there with my own child. I pray that God will give you peace as you walk through these difficult days with the Happy Baby.

    Thank you for sharing Isaish 55:8-9. I needed that reminder in my own life today. Hugs and blessings!!!

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  32. Mandy K

    July 2, 2012 at 4:18 pm

    I have read your blog for awhile now but never commented. I have an 11 year old son with special needs who has a G-tube. He had an NG for a YEAR and we tried and tried to get him to eat, the harder we tried the more he resisted. One of his issues I have come to understand can cause feeding issues. Well when he was nine months old and just a normal procedure for ear tubes and in the OR they had removed that bond stuff over the tube and put regular old tape, and in recovery his poor little cheek was bleeding. I was livid and so upset. Another mother quietly came over and told me that experiences like this is what made them get a G-tube for her child. Right then and there I new we needed to start the process for a g-tube and he had one by his first birthday. He too was in the NICU for four months waiting for him to eat and it didn’t happen, therefore came home with the NG. But it was just another example of the Lord working through other people to help us out on our journey. I didn’t want my son to have G-tube and would I change that if I could? Of course and hopefully some day in the future he won’t need it but it came down to the fact that I want my son healthy and strong and because he is able to be fed through the tube. He started out as an early 30 weeker at 2 1/2 pounds and is now a big 75 pound 11 year old. Stronger than an ox actually 🙂 But I just wanted to write and know how you feel of wanting to wrap up the whole situation and go home happy and healthy, and you will be, just with a little more hardware! 🙂

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  33. Jennifer

    July 2, 2012 at 4:18 pm

    As I have learned, God can use all things for His good. Enough said. Praise God and blessings to you as you grow stronger and wiser through trial.

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  34. Isabel Papagno

    July 2, 2012 at 5:09 pm

    Oh Julie. What a precious precious little boy. My heart is aching for you. I have to admit I don’t understand what God’s plans are. But I look at your baby’s face and I see happiness and contentment. For all the problems in feeding him, he looks well nourished. I remember how he couldn’t breathe on his own, and now he is. I just don’t know. I have seen people who have been told they will never walk again, not only walking, but running. I have seen people on their deathbeds get up and live out the rest of their surprisingly long lives. So we don’t know what God has in mind for Jethro, but we can see He is with him right now. And He has placed this precious child into the arms of two people who couldn’t be more perfect for looking after His little creation. Maybe Jet will grow into a person who is an inspiration for countless numbers of people. Maybe he is there to show that God loves us with all our imperfections, and that He has eternal plans for us where we will rise above all of our human frailties. I am going to have a long talk with God tonight. And I am going to pray for the best outcome for your little boy. He may find me annoying, but I am not going to stop. Know that I hold you and your whole family in my prayers. Love you.

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  35. Debbie

    July 2, 2012 at 5:14 pm

    Dear Julie and Ryan Please know you and your sweet Jet (and Noah) are in our prayers . May you feel His presence.

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  36. Diane Schappell

    July 2, 2012 at 5:17 pm

    Julie, Jet is a beautiful baby. Maurie and I have praying for all of you since the beginning. I cannot even imagine what you’ve been through …the roller coaster of emotions. Our love and prayers go out to you, Ryan and your whole family. We will be praying extra hard tomorrow that Jet’s surgery goes well tomorrow and you get what you’ve been waiting for over the last 3 months… to be able to take that precious baby home. Your faith during this difficult time is an inspiration to everyone. Keep believing that God has this situation under control . We love you!!!

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  37. Dr. Jose Orta, Chiropractor

    July 2, 2012 at 5:19 pm

    Julie and Ryan. Our prayers are with you. I remember when my daughter had a trauma to her head and we had to go to the hospital facing the unknown. Thank God she was fine and her body healed. I know by reading that you have been to all kinds of specialist and have tried everything possible to help with Jets symptoms. I know that those doctors are trying their very best. I read all the prayer requests for healing and it is awesome to see so many people come together. I also have been praying to the Lord on how to reach out and help and He led me to this posting. I don’t know if Jet has been checked for neurological stress to his brainstem, something that can happen by way of the birth process thereby causing what’s called a Subluxation to the delicate part of his upper neck the Atlas vertebra. It is a misalignment of the neck that can happen during delivery and pulling of the neck pinching and choking off nerve supply to the rest of the body. This of course is not intentional to harm anyone, but often times it can cause subluxation. It’s called traumatic birth syndrome and not many people are aware of it. This can only be detected by a Doctor of Chiropractic, because we are the only one’s licensed to check for this condition. This can interfere with vital messages that leave the brain to every part of the body. The spine is like a fuse box and if a switch is thrown off, power is lost. What if this is what Jet has and it has not been detected as of yet? What if it can be corrected by a simple procedure that is non invasive and only takes seconds to possibly release life flow back to his body? My heart right now is aching. I do not like to see the little one’s suffer. I am making myself available to your family if you wish. Time is of the essence. I am not looking to gain anything whatsoever from this relationship, only that to give you hope in what may be possible that life and health can be restored to Jet. I pray that you receive this post today. I would be wiling to make myself available tonight and go to the hospital or wherever to check Jet for Subluxation. I know this is a stretch and you may be thinking, who is this Guy, we have tried all the best Doctors and Neurologists and tests the hospitals have to offer and I honor that. But please consider my help. My name is Jose Orta, Chiropractor and can be reached at 954-489-4790 off or 954-655-7400 cell. Visit my website at http://www.mbschiropractic.com to learn more. God bless your family.

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    • Happy Home Fairy

      July 2, 2012 at 10:28 pm

      Hello Doctor! I just wrote you an email! I hope you got it! Thank you so much for contacting me.

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  38. Mair

    July 2, 2012 at 6:31 pm

    Baby steps are all we have, love that movie.
    There are no words but lots of prayers going your way.
    I can’t pretend to understand but I do hear the disappointment of our will not happening. My daughter gave birth to my first granddaughter almost a year ago & she all of a sudden wouldn’t talk to me & is VERY angry with me. It’s been a horrible year b/c I desperately wanted to be a GM. BUT God has worked this all for His good b/c I have learned so much about God & myself through all of this.
    Hang in there, trust God, which is all you can do in these circumstances and He will show you things you would have never known without this trial. No we never want to go through these trials but… “Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart…” Prov. 3:5-6.
    I am amazed that you still have energy to keep up with this blog, you are AMAZING!!!!!
    Love & prayers, Mair

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  39. Lucianna

    July 2, 2012 at 9:13 pm

    Hi Julie,

    I haven’t seen you for many months… but have not forgotten you. I will keep praying for you! I know you are going through a tough time right now. Thinking about you! Love from Lulu, Aidan, Nadia and Lyndan! Jet is soooo cute, btw!

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  40. Marty Kastensmidt

    July 2, 2012 at 9:23 pm

    I’ve been praying for your family. Laura and Sam have kept me posted on your baby’s progressl. I so admire the faith you have and I think your acceptance of God’s will is amazing, given the circumstances. Your son is beautiful, innocent and sweet as can be. Hang in there. Marty Kastensmidt (Sam’s mom)

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  41. Mary

    July 2, 2012 at 9:40 pm

    God bless you and your family. I am praying for you and the doctors/medical staff. You have a beautiful family.

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  42. Alisha

    July 2, 2012 at 10:35 pm

    I’m praying for you and your precious family, especially Happy Baby! I pray that God will continue to work things out for your good and for His glory, because you are definitely His! God bless you all!

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  43. organizedmama

    July 2, 2012 at 11:32 pm

    First off, I am praying for you all- your beautiful baby and your family. I almost can not read your post, because I can feel your frustration and fear about having your baby still in the hospital. While my situation was never as long as yours, when my baby was in the NICU for a few weeks, it really pulled at my soul. There is not any pain harder to bare for a mom than not having your baby at home with you and when they won’t eat and can’t come home, it is incredibly frustrating. May God hold you all in his hands for this surgery and may your baby be able to come home soon, and like you said just do the next thing. With little babies who need special help, it always has to be just you and God, because there is nothing you can do, while they grow and heal and do things on His schedule. I really think He blessed us in hindsight when our child was in the NICU, because if you can handle that you can handle anything. Keep your spirit up and it will all happen in God’s time.

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  44. Brandi

    July 3, 2012 at 2:54 am

    I suffered from postpartum depression/anxiety after both of my babies were born, and my grandmother frequently said the same thing to me. “Just do the next thing.” It’s good advice, and has helped me so much. Really, it’s how God expects us to live, anyway. Just do what needs to be done next, and trust Him for whatever may come after that. Easy to say…very hard to do…
    I will definitely keep your family in my prayers.

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  45. Liz Pasch

    July 3, 2012 at 5:05 am

    You have been chosen, specifically selected by the Creator of the Universe to bring glory to Him through this very difficult challenge. He knows you so well.

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  46. Kelly

    July 3, 2012 at 6:43 am

    I will be praying for your little boy today.

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  47. Rebecca Beam

    July 3, 2012 at 10:24 am

    You all are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Especially today for “this next thing”. May The Comforter’s peace that passes understanding reign in your hearts. Our love, The Beams

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  48. jeannie n freddy

    July 3, 2012 at 10:45 am

    Julie, Ryan this is my first time on this blog, it hit me really hard, here at work. Jeannie and i have had you guys, especially Noah, in our prayers, but for reasons our God will only know, i was hit hard with your words and the outpouring of support for Jethro.

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  49. Vicky

    July 3, 2012 at 1:33 pm

    I can relate very much to your feelings. I have a son that was born with slow motility to his gut. I also expected to go home when he was born and begin a normal life as a family. “Not” the case !! He has a g tube, an Ileistomy, and a broviac. He’s on partial TPN cause he’s not in full feeds yet. Hopefully you will only need a gtube. We go to speech, physical, and occupation therapy 3x a week. All I can tell you is to stay strong. Its very stressful and it dies affect my marriage but stay encouraged !! Hospital stays, medical equipment, therapy, g tube feeds and venting will become a normal part of life !! There are so many kids with issues like your angel and mine. Your not alone !!! Stay strong un your faith I promise you God is faithful and will pull you thru this time. My story is much more complicated but I stay hopeful in our God!!

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  50. Caridad

    July 3, 2012 at 9:05 pm

    Don’t despair my dear mother, I’m a pediatric nurse practitioner and have seen many toddlers leave hypotonia behind and catch up developing just fine, your family is in my prayers!

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  51. Bernadette

    July 3, 2012 at 9:40 pm

    I just read this on Facebook: “I have learned to kiss the wave that throws me at the Rock of Ages.” Spurgeon

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  52. April vaden

    July 5, 2012 at 7:58 pm

    I just read about your little one!!! I have so been in your shoes and I guess still am but my precious love is now 14 and going to be a freshman in high school!! She is in resource classes and yes developmentally delayed but they don’t come any sweeter or social than her. Hang in there, pray a lot and be the voice he needs, and I promise the ride will be bumpy but wonderful. Hope this helps:)

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  53. Leslie and Erynn

    July 6, 2012 at 3:11 pm

    Dear Friend, I understand a little bit about your disappointment in needing to choose the feeding tube surgery. It was one of the hardest decisions of our parental lives. And, then we saw the dramtic improvement in our little one’s quality of life. She went from adorable to happy and full of life. All the energy spent on trying to eat was totally re-routed to living and and learning. I pray the outcome is equally wonderful for you and the happy baby.

    Our little one was also hypotonic (due to three months prematurity), after coming home we began to carefully hold her upright 3 out of 4 hours a day. And after a bit, we used an exersaucer. While these are no longer recommended for stronger babies, they are perfect for supporting core strength development.

    Once again, I pray your outcome is equally wonderful though the journey may be long.

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  54. Ileana Stafford

    July 6, 2012 at 3:45 pm

    Julie:

    You are on our minds at our home and praying that everyone in the Happy Home gets back to normal. I have been doing some reading on the Internet and found that John Hopkins has a center dedicated to children with Hypotonia and the underlying causes. Just a suggestion for them to take a look at Jet since you done all the test. Here is the contact info in case you want to reach out.

    The Johns Hopkins Center for Hypotonia
    To schedule and appointment contact: 

    Maria Johnson, MS, CGC
    410-955-3071

    Would love to help in any way.

    Ileana

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  55. linda bell

    December 6, 2014 at 11:19 am

    Julie, I’m confused. Yesterday I read your blog on surrender. Today I wanted to read it to my husband because the Lord really spoke to me through your words. He specifically led my spirit through your honest account of fear and stress and worry back to trusting Him and reading His Word, The Truth. You said light dispells the darkness and the men in the hallway were like an army of angels from heaven…and their presence changed the atmosphere of fear immediately. I was wondering if you have two versions of the blog or did you just edit it since yesterday? blessed but baffled. If you have a copy of the first blog version, may I have a copy because it really was worth reading a second time. blessings, lb

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      December 6, 2014 at 8:29 pm

      Hi Linda! Thank you for all of your sweet encouragement! Here is the link to the post you were referring to – https://happyhomefairy.com/2014/09/17/we-win-in-the-end/.

      🙂 God bless you!

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  • My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
  • I don’t always share my fries when they ask. It’s been a long time since I’ve stuck a note in their lunch boxes. I handed over a load of stinky laundry that I let sit too long before moving to the dryer for them to put away because I didn’t have the energy to rewash it. I am not the best listener when I am stressed. I sometimes cry in front of them listening to worship on the way to work because I’m desperate and needy. I fuss about the level of mess in the house almost daily. 

I am not a perfect mom. Most days I’m tired and feel like I am failing. 

But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever!

If I had to stand on one thing in motherhood it would be that I am certainly not enough, but Jesus is.  He is filling in every gap. He is meeting every need I don’t. He is working and moving in spite of me. Praise God for that amazing grace! And He loves that I keep showing up and needing Him. He loves that I seek His face always. Even when I’m being fussy and wrestling with the parts of me that are selfish and wanting.

Because God is my shepherd - I won’t be wanting. I won’t be wanting to have the perfect home or perfect circumstances. May the Lord find me wanting and hungry for more of Him in my mothering. I hope they will see that hunger more than my hunger for fries. And I pray they will learn to hunger for Him, too. 

**Only He can satisfy.**

Happy Mother’s Day, dear ones! God is enough for you! 💝
  • ✝️💐HAPPY EASTER💐✝️

Easter 2025 Thoughts >>

Been off of social media for Lent and it’s been amazing. Never underestimate the power of a good fast. There is fullness of the Lord to be had! 🙌🏻

This morning we woke up early for Easter service rehearsal. But one kiddo wouldn’t get out of bed, one kiddo was crying about having to wear a collared shirt, one experimented with some Easter basket goodies in the bathroom without my knowledge and there was a strange purple substance all over everything just as we really needed to get out the door, and one was dealing with an upset stomach the whole drive to church.

Meanwhile I’m yelling at everyone to JUST BE HAPPY BECAUSE JESUS IS RISEN!!!!!

I wish it hadn’t taken me this long in motherhood to learn that the chaos and mess and poop emergencies are the real stuff of life. You can wallow in the badness of it all on such a special morning, or you can remember that all the crazy is really why He came to do what He did. To offer PEACE in the chaos, JOY in the mess, a steady heart when someone’s about to have an accident in the car in their Easter outfit (that they hate anyways). 

Joy comes in the morning, friends, and joy comes in the MOMENT. He died and rose again to make sure of it.

God bless you! ✝️💐🙌🏻😁
  • Woohoo! 🥳 The kids are at Grammie’s and we went to a wedding! Got to get dressed up, see Ryan rock it as the “professional officiant” (this is what the wedding coordinator called him), eat a free steak, and even dance a little! 💃🏼🪩

My favorite thing that Ryan said during the ceremony was that God made Adam wait for Eve. He paraded all the Mr. and Mrs. animals in front of him long enough until Adam’s longing matched God’s good gift. The timing was then right, Adam was ready to fully appreciate and treasure his Mrs. “Man”.

To be honest, I almost didn’t attend the wedding with Ryan! I wasn’t feeling great and the idea of being home without kids all day to catch up on cleaning and laundry was pretty appealing. But the little nudge in me said DO NOT MISS THIS. I wanted to hear Ryan’s message and watch him lead this precious couple’s ceremony. I knew it was important to him that I be there. So because I treasure him, I went.

And I wasn’t the only one treasuring today! Ryan thanked me for coming with him, he danced with me even though I knew he would rather die than be on the dance floor, and he let me run into the store on the way home to end the day with some chocolate.

So here’s to treasuring one another - looking first to your spouse’s interests before your own, being their biggest fan, and telling them they look super hot in the fancy suit.

I mean, after all, he is a professional. 😁
  • 🥳This is 42!!!🥳 I got to sleep in, workout, take a shower, AND go grocery shopping alone all in this one day! It’s like the planets aligned! Oh wait - they actually did today! 😂✨🙌🏻

Grateful for a precious village of friends and family (that’s you all) who remind me of what’s right and true on this journey of obedience to Jesus. One doesn’t have to sleep in, workout or have a deliciously absurd amount of sweet potato fries 🙋🏻‍♀️🙈 for dinner to live life to the fullest in Christ. He is enough and He is good and I’m so thankful for another year to serve Him!

God loves you! 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙

“I will bless the  Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips. I will boast in the  Lord; the humble will hear and be glad. Proclaim the Lord’s greatness with me; let us exalt his name together.  I sought the Lord, and he answered me and rescued me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant with joy; their faces will never be ashamed. ”
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  • When you’re in the middle of wrapping gifts on Christmas Eve and spike a fever and suddenly you’re feeling the worst you have felt in years and you can’t get out of bed to go to all of the family Christmas celebrations…

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So your mom shows up on your doorstep to bring the celebration to you. 🎄😂

Merry Christmas from the Brasington family! ❤️💚❤️💚
  • Last week we came home after being stuck in traffic for over an hour to a mailbox full of bills, no plans for dinner, complaining kiddos, I ended up not being able to do something I really needed to get done, and everyone was on the verge of getting sick.

I went to the back of the house to take a deep breath as things were getting especially tense, and that’s when I heard the sound of glass breaking.

Zion came running back to me holding the pieces of a beloved ornament. He was crying. He had been playing football in the house.

I wish I could tell you I responded with grace and a warm comment like, “Things don’t matter, people do.”

But I did not! I actually ordered myself to just go straight to bed.

Then in the middle of the night, I sensed the Spirit of God wake me up with that image of Zion, crying and holding the broken ornament pieces.

The thought came to me that don’t we all walk around carrying our own broken ornament pieces?

Maybe it’s not a literal broken ornament, but we all carry difficulties like a stressful day at work, fear for our children’s well being, estranged relationships, anxiety about current affairs, etc. We all experience hard things and act sinfully. We walk around with our ornament pieces looking for someone to fix what is broken.

The whole reason Jesus came on Christmas was to do just that. He, himself, experienced every kind of brokenness this world can offer and yet responded perfectly, showing us the better way of faith, hope, and love. He came to be the refuge from our fears, the long suffering, forgiving love in our relationships, the lifter of our burdens, the steady calm when it’s Christmas Eve and everyone has fevers and you haven’t wrapped one gift yet. 🙋🏻‍♀️

We can take our broken ornaments to Him and find complete restoration because He came on Christmas.

So there I was, in the middle of the night, receiving this word, and knowing I needed to reconcile with Zion. I needed to reassure him that the broken things would not be held against him... because of Jesus.

I held my sleeping child in the dark and whispered the words of a precious liturgy by @justinwhitmelearley …

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  • Today I did something that has been on my Bucket List for years! 😅

I cooked a turkey! 🦃 And it was a 20 lb-er to boot! 

Isn’t it funny how the things that scare us the most typically end up being not that bad? I confess that the amount of overthinking I did about cooking a turkey almost kept me from ever doing the thing! I mean, there are a lot of ways to cook a turkey. And don’t get me started on the gravy! 😵‍💫

But then God sent me a few friends and a sweet mama - all who were there for me even in the early morning hours of searching for giblets (no, I never did find them) and trying to figure out if I did the cheesecloth right. They let me borrow their roasters and fat separators and consistently cheered “You got this!” in my ears. I also surrendered that bird to Jesus and He was faithful to see me through.

Often you have to narrow down the voices and fix your eyes on Jesus to find your victory. Then our great fears can become great adventures. 🙌🏻

So today I am thankful for God’s presence to strengthen and comfort in hard things! And I am thankful for His people who are willing to love me through the hard things! This is God’s best - His perfect design for us includes trusting Him and enjoying His many benefits through the faithful love of others. 

Happy Thanksgiving, sweet Happy Home Fairy friends! Thank you for being a great benefit to my family and to me! I adore you all!

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Psalm 107:8-9
"Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
  • Who can you message right now and thank for being an example of God’s goodness in your life?

“Return to your rest my soul. For the Lord has been good to you.” Psalm 116:7

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My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
My parents are moving. 😢

The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. 

It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. 

May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨

I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 

Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
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My parents are moving. 😢 The last 2 weeks have been so sweet. Just soaking up time together… in their home… for the last time. It’s weird to see everything empty, but if there’s one thing I have learned, it is that home is where your mom and dad are! It has little to do with spaces and decor and everything to do with hearts and spirits. May we all create homes of love and light and warmth. ✨It travels with you wherever you have to go.✨ I’m grateful they won’t be too far away. And they are already planning to come back for a visit in 2 weeks. 😂 Love you so much, Mom and Dad. You are forever my home! ❤️‍🩹
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I don’t always share my fries when they ask. It’s been a long time since I’ve stuck a note in their lunch boxes. I handed over a load of stinky laundry that I let sit too long before moving to the dryer for them to put away because I didn’t have the energy to rewash it. I am not the best listener when I am stressed. I sometimes cry in front of them listening to worship on the way to work because I’m desperate and needy. I fuss about the level of mess in the house almost daily. 

I am not a perfect mom. Most days I’m tired and feel like I am failing. 

But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever!

If I had to stand on one thing in motherhood it would be that I am certainly not enough, but Jesus is.  He is filling in every gap. He is meeting every need I don’t. He is working and moving in spite of me. Praise God for that amazing grace! And He loves that I keep showing up and needing Him. He loves that I seek His face always. Even when I’m being fussy and wrestling with the parts of me that are selfish and wanting.

Because God is my shepherd - I won’t be wanting. I won’t be wanting to have the perfect home or perfect circumstances. May the Lord find me wanting and hungry for more of Him in my mothering. I hope they will see that hunger more than my hunger for fries. And I pray they will learn to hunger for Him, too. 

**Only He can satisfy.**

Happy Mother’s Day, dear ones! God is enough for you! 💝
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I don’t always share my fries when they ask. It’s been a long time since I’ve stuck a note in their lunch boxes. I handed over a load of stinky laundry that I let sit too long before moving to the dryer for them to put away because I didn’t have the energy to rewash it. I am not the best listener when I am stressed. I sometimes cry in front of them listening to worship on the way to work because I’m desperate and needy. I fuss about the level of mess in the house almost daily. I am not a perfect mom. Most days I’m tired and feel like I am failing. But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever! If I had to stand on one thing in motherhood it would be that I am certainly not enough, but Jesus is. He is filling in every gap. He is meeting every need I don’t. He is working and moving in spite of me. Praise God for that amazing grace! And He loves that I keep showing up and needing Him. He loves that I seek His face always. Even when I’m being fussy and wrestling with the parts of me that are selfish and wanting. Because God is my shepherd - I won’t be wanting. I won’t be wanting to have the perfect home or perfect circumstances. May the Lord find me wanting and hungry for more of Him in my mothering. I hope they will see that hunger more than my hunger for fries. And I pray they will learn to hunger for Him, too. **Only He can satisfy.** Happy Mother’s Day, dear ones! God is enough for you! 💝
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✝️💐HAPPY EASTER💐✝️

Easter 2025 Thoughts >>

Been off of social media for Lent and it’s been amazing. Never underestimate the power of a good fast. There is fullness of the Lord to be had! 🙌🏻

This morning we woke up early for Easter service rehearsal. But one kiddo wouldn’t get out of bed, one kiddo was crying about having to wear a collared shirt, one experimented with some Easter basket goodies in the bathroom without my knowledge and there was a strange purple substance all over everything just as we really needed to get out the door, and one was dealing with an upset stomach the whole drive to church.

Meanwhile I’m yelling at everyone to JUST BE HAPPY BECAUSE JESUS IS RISEN!!!!!

I wish it hadn’t taken me this long in motherhood to learn that the chaos and mess and poop emergencies are the real stuff of life. You can wallow in the badness of it all on such a special morning, or you can remember that all the crazy is really why He came to do what He did. To offer PEACE in the chaos, JOY in the mess, a steady heart when someone’s about to have an accident in the car in their Easter outfit (that they hate anyways). 

Joy comes in the morning, friends, and joy comes in the MOMENT. He died and rose again to make sure of it.

God bless you! ✝️💐🙌🏻😁
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✝️💐HAPPY EASTER💐✝️ Easter 2025 Thoughts >> Been off of social media for Lent and it’s been amazing. Never underestimate the power of a good fast. There is fullness of the Lord to be had! 🙌🏻 This morning we woke up early for Easter service rehearsal. But one kiddo wouldn’t get out of bed, one kiddo was crying about having to wear a collared shirt, one experimented with some Easter basket goodies in the bathroom without my knowledge and there was a strange purple substance all over everything just as we really needed to get out the door, and one was dealing with an upset stomach the whole drive to church. Meanwhile I’m yelling at everyone to JUST BE HAPPY BECAUSE JESUS IS RISEN!!!!! I wish it hadn’t taken me this long in motherhood to learn that the chaos and mess and poop emergencies are the real stuff of life. You can wallow in the badness of it all on such a special morning, or you can remember that all the crazy is really why He came to do what He did. To offer PEACE in the chaos, JOY in the mess, a steady heart when someone’s about to have an accident in the car in their Easter outfit (that they hate anyways). Joy comes in the morning, friends, and joy comes in the MOMENT. He died and rose again to make sure of it. God bless you! ✝️💐🙌🏻😁
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Woohoo! 🥳 The kids are at Grammie’s and we went to a wedding! Got to get dressed up, see Ryan rock it as the “professional officiant” (this is what the wedding coordinator called him), eat a free steak, and even dance a little! 💃🏼🪩

My favorite thing that Ryan said during the ceremony was that God made Adam wait for Eve. He paraded all the Mr. and Mrs. animals in front of him long enough until Adam’s longing matched God’s good gift. The timing was then right, Adam was ready to fully appreciate and treasure his Mrs. “Man”.

To be honest, I almost didn’t attend the wedding with Ryan! I wasn’t feeling great and the idea of being home without kids all day to catch up on cleaning and laundry was pretty appealing. But the little nudge in me said DO NOT MISS THIS. I wanted to hear Ryan’s message and watch him lead this precious couple’s ceremony. I knew it was important to him that I be there. So because I treasure him, I went.

And I wasn’t the only one treasuring today! Ryan thanked me for coming with him, he danced with me even though I knew he would rather die than be on the dance floor, and he let me run into the store on the way home to end the day with some chocolate.

So here’s to treasuring one another - looking first to your spouse’s interests before your own, being their biggest fan, and telling them they look super hot in the fancy suit.

I mean, after all, he is a professional. 😁
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Woohoo! 🥳 The kids are at Grammie’s and we went to a wedding! Got to get dressed up, see Ryan rock it as the “professional officiant” (this is what the wedding coordinator called him), eat a free steak, and even dance a little! 💃🏼🪩 My favorite thing that Ryan said during the ceremony was that God made Adam wait for Eve. He paraded all the Mr. and Mrs. animals in front of him long enough until Adam’s longing matched God’s good gift. The timing was then right, Adam was ready to fully appreciate and treasure his Mrs. “Man”. To be honest, I almost didn’t attend the wedding with Ryan! I wasn’t feeling great and the idea of being home without kids all day to catch up on cleaning and laundry was pretty appealing. But the little nudge in me said DO NOT MISS THIS. I wanted to hear Ryan’s message and watch him lead this precious couple’s ceremony. I knew it was important to him that I be there. So because I treasure him, I went. And I wasn’t the only one treasuring today! Ryan thanked me for coming with him, he danced with me even though I knew he would rather die than be on the dance floor, and he let me run into the store on the way home to end the day with some chocolate. So here’s to treasuring one another - looking first to your spouse’s interests before your own, being their biggest fan, and telling them they look super hot in the fancy suit. I mean, after all, he is a professional. 😁
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🥳This is 42!!!🥳 I got to sleep in, workout, take a shower, AND go grocery shopping alone all in this one day! It’s like the planets aligned! Oh wait - they actually did today! 😂✨🙌🏻

Grateful for a precious village of friends and family (that’s you all) who remind me of what’s right and true on this journey of obedience to Jesus. One doesn’t have to sleep in, workout or have a deliciously absurd amount of sweet potato fries 🙋🏻‍♀️🙈 for dinner to live life to the fullest in Christ. He is enough and He is good and I’m so thankful for another year to serve Him!

God loves you! 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙

“I will bless the  Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips. I will boast in the  Lord; the humble will hear and be glad. Proclaim the Lord’s greatness with me; let us exalt his name together.  I sought the Lord, and he answered me and rescued me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant with joy; their faces will never be ashamed. ”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭34‬:‭1‬-‭5‬ ‭CSB‬‬

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🥳This is 42!!!🥳 I got to sleep in, workout, take a shower, AND go grocery shopping alone all in this one day! It’s like the planets aligned! Oh wait - they actually did today! 😂✨🙌🏻 Grateful for a precious village of friends and family (that’s you all) who remind me of what’s right and true on this journey of obedience to Jesus. One doesn’t have to sleep in, workout or have a deliciously absurd amount of sweet potato fries 🙋🏻‍♀️🙈 for dinner to live life to the fullest in Christ. He is enough and He is good and I’m so thankful for another year to serve Him! God loves you! 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙 “I will bless the  Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips. I will boast in the  Lord; the humble will hear and be glad. Proclaim the Lord’s greatness with me; let us exalt his name together.  I sought the Lord, and he answered me and rescued me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant with joy; their faces will never be ashamed. ” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭34‬:‭1‬-‭5‬ ‭CSB‬‬ 🎉🎂🥳🎈🎊🎁🦄🧚‍♀️✨
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When you’re in the middle of wrapping gifts on Christmas Eve and spike a fever and suddenly you’re feeling the worst you have felt in years and you can’t get out of bed to go to all of the family Christmas celebrations…

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So your mom shows up on your doorstep to bring the celebration to you. 🎄😂

Merry Christmas from the Brasington family! ❤️💚❤️💚
When you’re in the middle of wrapping gifts on Christmas Eve and spike a fever and suddenly you’re feeling the worst you have felt in years and you can’t get out of bed to go to all of the family Christmas celebrations…

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So your mom shows up on your doorstep to bring the celebration to you. 🎄😂

Merry Christmas from the Brasington family! ❤️💚❤️💚
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When you’re in the middle of wrapping gifts on Christmas Eve and spike a fever and suddenly you’re feeling the worst you have felt in years and you can’t get out of bed to go to all of the family Christmas celebrations… <<< Swipe left <<< So your mom shows up on your doorstep to bring the celebration to you. 🎄😂 Merry Christmas from the Brasington family! ❤️💚❤️💚
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Last week we came home after being stuck in traffic for over an hour to a mailbox full of bills, no plans for dinner, complaining kiddos, I ended up not being able to do something I really needed to get done, and everyone was on the verge of getting sick. I went to the back of the house to take a deep breath as things were getting especially tense, and that’s when I heard the sound of glass breaking. Zion came running back to me holding the pieces of a beloved ornament. He was crying. He had been playing football in the house. I wish I could tell you I responded with grace and a warm comment like, “Things don’t matter, people do.” But I did not! I actually ordered myself to just go straight to bed. Then in the middle of the night, I sensed the Spirit of God wake me up with that image of Zion, crying and holding the broken ornament pieces. The thought came to me that don’t we all walk around carrying our own broken ornament pieces? Maybe it’s not a literal broken ornament, but we all carry difficulties like a stressful day at work, fear for our children’s well being, estranged relationships, anxiety about current affairs, etc. We all experience hard things and act sinfully. We walk around with our ornament pieces looking for someone to fix what is broken. The whole reason Jesus came on Christmas was to do just that. He, himself, experienced every kind of brokenness this world can offer and yet responded perfectly, showing us the better way of faith, hope, and love. He came to be the refuge from our fears, the long suffering, forgiving love in our relationships, the lifter of our burdens, the steady calm when it’s Christmas Eve and everyone has fevers and you haven’t wrapped one gift yet. 🙋🏻‍♀️ We can take our broken ornaments to Him and find complete restoration because He came on Christmas. So there I was, in the middle of the night, receiving this word, and knowing I needed to reconcile with Zion. I needed to reassure him that the broken things would not be held against him... because of Jesus. I held my sleeping child in the dark and whispered the words of a precious liturgy by @justinwhitmelearley … (Continued in comments…)
6 months ago
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Today I did something that has been on my Bucket List for years! 😅

I cooked a turkey! 🦃 And it was a 20 lb-er to boot! 

Isn’t it funny how the things that scare us the most typically end up being not that bad? I confess that the amount of overthinking I did about cooking a turkey almost kept me from ever doing the thing! I mean, there are a lot of ways to cook a turkey. And don’t get me started on the gravy! 😵‍💫

But then God sent me a few friends and a sweet mama - all who were there for me even in the early morning hours of searching for giblets (no, I never did find them) and trying to figure out if I did the cheesecloth right. They let me borrow their roasters and fat separators and consistently cheered “You got this!” in my ears. I also surrendered that bird to Jesus and He was faithful to see me through.

Often you have to narrow down the voices and fix your eyes on Jesus to find your victory. Then our great fears can become great adventures. 🙌🏻

So today I am thankful for God’s presence to strengthen and comfort in hard things! And I am thankful for His people who are willing to love me through the hard things! This is God’s best - His perfect design for us includes trusting Him and enjoying His many benefits through the faithful love of others. 

Happy Thanksgiving, sweet Happy Home Fairy friends! Thank you for being a great benefit to my family and to me! I adore you all!

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Psalm 107:8-9
"Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
Today I did something that has been on my Bucket List for years! 😅

I cooked a turkey! 🦃 And it was a 20 lb-er to boot! 

Isn’t it funny how the things that scare us the most typically end up being not that bad? I confess that the amount of overthinking I did about cooking a turkey almost kept me from ever doing the thing! I mean, there are a lot of ways to cook a turkey. And don’t get me started on the gravy! 😵‍💫

But then God sent me a few friends and a sweet mama - all who were there for me even in the early morning hours of searching for giblets (no, I never did find them) and trying to figure out if I did the cheesecloth right. They let me borrow their roasters and fat separators and consistently cheered “You got this!” in my ears. I also surrendered that bird to Jesus and He was faithful to see me through.

Often you have to narrow down the voices and fix your eyes on Jesus to find your victory. Then our great fears can become great adventures. 🙌🏻

So today I am thankful for God’s presence to strengthen and comfort in hard things! And I am thankful for His people who are willing to love me through the hard things! This is God’s best - His perfect design for us includes trusting Him and enjoying His many benefits through the faithful love of others. 

Happy Thanksgiving, sweet Happy Home Fairy friends! Thank you for being a great benefit to my family and to me! I adore you all!

🧡🦃🧡🦃🧡

Psalm 107:8-9
"Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
Today I did something that has been on my Bucket List for years! 😅

I cooked a turkey! 🦃 And it was a 20 lb-er to boot! 

Isn’t it funny how the things that scare us the most typically end up being not that bad? I confess that the amount of overthinking I did about cooking a turkey almost kept me from ever doing the thing! I mean, there are a lot of ways to cook a turkey. And don’t get me started on the gravy! 😵‍💫

But then God sent me a few friends and a sweet mama - all who were there for me even in the early morning hours of searching for giblets (no, I never did find them) and trying to figure out if I did the cheesecloth right. They let me borrow their roasters and fat separators and consistently cheered “You got this!” in my ears. I also surrendered that bird to Jesus and He was faithful to see me through.

Often you have to narrow down the voices and fix your eyes on Jesus to find your victory. Then our great fears can become great adventures. 🙌🏻

So today I am thankful for God’s presence to strengthen and comfort in hard things! And I am thankful for His people who are willing to love me through the hard things! This is God’s best - His perfect design for us includes trusting Him and enjoying His many benefits through the faithful love of others. 

Happy Thanksgiving, sweet Happy Home Fairy friends! Thank you for being a great benefit to my family and to me! I adore you all!

🧡🦃🧡🦃🧡

Psalm 107:8-9
"Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
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Today I did something that has been on my Bucket List for years! 😅 I cooked a turkey! 🦃 And it was a 20 lb-er to boot! Isn’t it funny how the things that scare us the most typically end up being not that bad? I confess that the amount of overthinking I did about cooking a turkey almost kept me from ever doing the thing! I mean, there are a lot of ways to cook a turkey. And don’t get me started on the gravy! 😵‍💫 But then God sent me a few friends and a sweet mama - all who were there for me even in the early morning hours of searching for giblets (no, I never did find them) and trying to figure out if I did the cheesecloth right. They let me borrow their roasters and fat separators and consistently cheered “You got this!” in my ears. I also surrendered that bird to Jesus and He was faithful to see me through. Often you have to narrow down the voices and fix your eyes on Jesus to find your victory. Then our great fears can become great adventures. 🙌🏻 So today I am thankful for God’s presence to strengthen and comfort in hard things! And I am thankful for His people who are willing to love me through the hard things! This is God’s best - His perfect design for us includes trusting Him and enjoying His many benefits through the faithful love of others. Happy Thanksgiving, sweet Happy Home Fairy friends! Thank you for being a great benefit to my family and to me! I adore you all! 🧡🦃🧡🦃🧡 Psalm 107:8-9 "Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
7 months ago
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Who can you message right now and thank for being an example of God’s goodness in your life?

“Return to your rest my soul. For the Lord has been good to you.” Psalm 116:7

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Who can you message right now and thank for being an example of God’s goodness in your life? “Return to your rest my soul. For the Lord has been good to you.” Psalm 116:7 🍂🧡🍁🍂🧡🍁🍂🧡🍁 #thekindnessantennae #kindness #bekind #godisgood #thegoodnessofgod
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